OMFG NO WAY!!

I didn’t wear glasses in YEARS and that fucked up my eye sight more than it already was and today I decided to put them on again and just now I figured why I stopped wearing them! I LOOK FUCKING DISGUSTING!!!I can’t believe I was living in a blurr and the image of myself I thought I liked was fake, just a product of my terrible eye sight, which made it all kind of blended as if I was wearing foundation… FML, I’m lost!

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Sorry about the rant…

NEW TUMBLR!!! It's different from this one. I won't post or follow people who have naked dudes or abs or whatever. I'll still be able to use tumblr without having it ruining my self esteem!

gandium:

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Sickened Mind

NEW TUMBLR!!! It's different from this one. I won't post or follow people who have naked dudes or abs or whatever. I'll still be able to use tumblr without having it ruining my self esteem!

gandium:

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My life in 3 words: vitamins, antidepressants and worries.

NEW TUMBLR!!! It's different from this one. I won't post or follow people who have naked dudes or abs or whatever. I'll still be able to use tumblr without having it ruining my self esteem!

gandium:

Please check it out and follow if you’d like ♥

NEW TUMBLR!!! It's different from this one. I won't post or follow people who have naked dudes or abs or whatever. I'll still be able to use tumblr without having it ruining my self esteem!

gandium:

Please check it out and follow if you’d like ♥

NEW TUMBLR!!! It's different from this one. I won't post or follow people who have naked dudes or abs or whatever. I'll still be able to use tumblr without having it ruining my self esteem!

Please check it out and follow if you’d like ♥

Rainbows in a Bloody Sky

dimittemeliberumesse:

Let the blood flow,

Through veins of the human race,

Let them believe it’s all the same,

We belong as one being.

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Please someone tell them wrong,

God, help me, save them from all the ignorance,

It’s hard to survive on a spinning world,

Full of crazyness, madness, misery, magic and death.

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Make us realize it’s a matter of time

‘Till we’ll all see that they’re angry stones.

Thirsty for other’s disgrace,

Oh sadness, you come and go!

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Let my blood flow, it just goes…

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My blood is a rainbow reflecting on blue skies,

My skin is pale reflecting on the white clouds,

My hair is a snake mess with venomous snakes,

My nails are crystal made out of tears.

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No I’m not like you him, her, he or she…

I have wings that you can’t have,

My head is a revolution

Created by your destruction.

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I’m taking my angels with me,

Those with who don’t breathe that poison smoke

Coming from those creatures at church,

As if they knew they’re the first ones to burst.

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God save them, it’s too much ignorance,

Set them free with Adam and Eve

If that’s what they believe,

Make them fall for the sin.

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I’ll be keep on breathing my own air,

Riding my unicorn to somewhere far from reality,

On my way to a place with much more…

With love, air, fire, earth, all the elements and everything you need.

I Miss You

dimittemeliberumesse:

You’ve been gone for so long,

Leaving me here all alone.

Those times we had a life together,

Can never nowadays come to mind.

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I’m so cold and you’re not here,

Your words make me warmer,

But you disappear and that’s why now I miss,

The other me…                     

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Once upon a time I lived a fairy tale,

Without anyone to tell me my way.

Being by myself told me the dangers of life,

It has shown me how painful it is to die.

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You might be somewhere now in Heaven,

Closer to peace and relaxing your mind,

All those shallow feelings burning inside,

Leave all that far behind.

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Maybe one day I’ll see you again,

I promise to love you like once I did.

To cherish the moments like we used to have,

You were the perfect me, that I once had.

explors:

I know I’d probably feel 346849 times better if I stopped comparing myself to everyone but I just cant???

Unfollowed more than 200 people, wow yay! I didn’t unfollow you if you follow me, tho…

Wow I’ve been more depressed since I went to the worst psychiatrist consult ever. My self-esteem is dead, I’m super sad, I can’t find nothing to look foward to that’ll change my life, my weight doesn’t get lost and I pretty much just want to die!

Today is one of those days where I truly just wished I could die!

Helloooo!! Read this, please!

I’ve been thinking about getting away from Tumblr, so I might delete it anytime soon, not sure, but yeah, being here doesn’t do anything good for me, it just wrecks my self esteem, etc, etc, etc.

So I’ll probably take a break from it and deleting it is something that I’m still unsure of.

TTYL ♥

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